Thursday, February 10, 2011

Hello again!

Well now let's see, I am slowly eliminating my late night snacks and some of my glasses of Ice Tea from my diet. I also seen an infomercial for DanceX workout video, I got it in the mail yesterday and did it today. I figured that the kids could dance with me since they love it, it would make it better then having to put the child fence up and put them in the next room to watch but not get in the way. Well I did it for about 8-10 mins and for some reason it just didn't hold me .. I don't know what it is but something about most work outs that just either bore me or something. So I put it away.
Might send it back for a refund If I can, I am just not seeing this get any use.
I just popped in my Basic Tae bo - that is right old school tae bo the first video that came out, I had it when it first came out and used it to death so I went on Ebay and got a fresh version. I just popped it in and did the whole video. I guess each person has their own personal thing when it comes to working out but for me it seems like Billy Blanks will always be the one. He keeps me interested, challenged but not dying, and motivates me. He reminds as soon as I start to loose that good posture to hold my stomach in (almost like as if he can see me LOL) and I find his work outs rewarding. I remember when I did tae bo back in the day I seen results pretty fast too.
I can't hang with his new work outs even if they are the basic editions. I would have to work up to those but there are some I love and some I hate - however the ones I love, I really love.
Hats off to you Mr.Blanks for getting this fat ass to do a work out. Sure I have to do some of the move at regular pace while they do double time but at least I am doing it.
Okay so lets see if this is the beginning of something beautiful.
;)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

I'm a fat ass

Well, I can lay in bed at night and envision myself doing all these wonderful things like, eating light and healthy and working out but when it comes to doing it - totally different story.
I just think, I fell out of love with myself. I am so into my kids and I don't have any interest in dating or even looking appealing lol so I don't even give a crap if I work out or not or if I look good, or if I even wash my hair for a week.
There is so much I plan to do but in the end, I lack motivation.
How do I get motivated? I just don't know..
Maybe this is because I am not really working right now, so being home all the time I don't have to get all fancied up so I just don't care.
This has to stop, I know if I can get myself into for a few weeks and find a time in the day that I can schedule to always do it without interruption I will form a habit and then it will be okay but how do I get there?
I wish I could buy a motivation pill.
I need to revamp my diet, I need to start making my portions smaller, stop snacking at night and eliminate the high cholesterol foods like butter etc.
Ugh, I guess I am just going to have to lay down the law...the spring and summer approaches and I would like to wear more then yoga pants everyday when my fat ass clearly does NOT do yoga.